caroline fothergill

original artwork and writing

Be glad that you were with those people before, Not sad that you aren’t with them anymore. 

The Halves of My Brain are in a Long-Distance Relationship

This is a nice cubicle -

open with plenty of backlight.

But

I

could soar right out of here

 if I let

my rear end  leave my chair

the slightest bit.

My Pandora stations are all becoming

one

oversaturated electronic headache

my plans

are projecting my right brain (rightwhere it’s supposed to be),

sending it, splatting

onto the sidewalk of

my next city

but here is my body.

Slumped in a swivel chair

eyes glued to

a PC screen

while my left brain (the piece left behind)

worries about eating enough

shades of green today.

At work they’re holding a competition:

WHO

can stand

the most hours during the work day.

Star employees stack their desktops

on cardboard boxes.

Stand

the whole day.

I haven’t taken the

Can-I-Stand-More challenge.

If my feet hit this carpet,

that’ll

send a signal to my

right brain

to pull my body towards it.

They aren’t paying me

a stipend to

dance,

seated,

on a bus…

but a brain isn’t meant to be

split

like this.

Middle East 

Middle East 

“Dad, Meet David.”

“Dad, Meet David.”

That Can’t Be It.

All party on top, under

wraps

on the bottom.

Hard to find your

chance

to sneak

to the bathroom,

to reapply your

surgical tape.

Dirty little secrets

shutter

in the presence

of what’s

under there.

They stand

shoulder to shoulder

around the perimeter

craning their necks to

mask your

big baggage.

Answers are primed on

your tongue for the

moment

the rainstick falls

in

your crisscrossed lap:

“Tell me a secret.”

Out they flutter.

The sweet, embarrassing-

ish moment.

The time you were

badly

hurt from

caring so

deeply

and got rushed

to the ER with a swollen…

heart.

When will you sit

with a pad and pen recalling

when you were reddest in

the face?

When you got

caught

lying

in circles,

scraping your knees on

purpose,

crying wolf

to any boy?

If you’re courageous

you

will find someone

who

calls your bluffs.

Waits silently…

for a better answer. 

Magic 

Magic